[Poésie] In the beginning

I started to write a text, a gloomy text
When I first met her ;
Depression, my dear sister,
This is how I write the best

She comes to me at night
I need her as much she needs me
That's the felony,
But I guess you can't understand right ?

I feel her presence
Light as a breeze of wind
Reacting with my creative sense
A little warm like spring

Joyful at her sight
Always braving my might
Inspiration coming like fright

Feeling again the bliss
Happy like a freak
Awakening like a kick
That feeling that I miss

I wrote a text, a loving text
When i first kissed her
Depression, my dear lover
I thought it would be the best

Love was growing fast
Letting me forget the past
Joy got huge
there was no judge

We were so away from each other
Couldn't stop my mind thinking about her
Imagining every lines of her body
My heart pounding heavily

She was the one that I keen
she got to be my queen
She's the one that got me killed

Leaving me alone all of a sudden
Looks like she fled me
Maybe she wasn't ready
Leaving me back to my pen

I started to write a poem, a sad poem
When I first missed her
Depression, dear origin of my anger
It's better that way in the end